There comes a point in your life where in spite of being given every reason not to trust or even come out of your shell. Too many things just come up at once and you just want to scream and let everything out so it no longer consumes you.
Consider the following to be my statement, told at the top of my lungs for all to hear.
Mark, for everything you preached, you hurt me. I forgive you, though.
Mark stopped speaking to me. He kind of betrayed me and while he's a good guy and while I wish him the best, he's no longer my friend and I am no longer his. We haven't spoken since the beginning of the summer. I am terribly hurt and I've avoided talking about him or even mentioning him. The truth is that I'm done pretending like it didn't happen. It did, and now- it's done.
I'm done hiding behind my past.
I'm done letting people run my life.
I'm done allowing myself to feel miserable.
I'm not going to listen to the insecurities of my past anymore
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