On a Day Like Today

Life has become an insane roller coaster and so it seems like just maybe things are stressing me out sometimes but I've managed to find a few things that have relaxed me but also a few things I've found to be very interesting along the way.
I went on a date last week... I think... lol
In case you're wondering why I said I think, it's because of how I had just walked into it. It was late, I had just finished singing (and he's gone to see me every week at Resident Idol) and he just out of the blue, invited me to dinner. No beating around the bush, just like that. "Hey, let's go to dinner."
And this is the guy I thought I couldn't like... I honestly thought he was gay. Turns out he's not. And well, I actually had a good time. We talked for hours, I didn't have to pay any part of the bill OR tip, and he actually brought me home like a gentleman (and I'm aware how sad it must sound to have not paying the bill be the bonus of a date but thus far, most of my dates have required that and it was a MAJOR bonus to not have to pull out money for once) So he took me out to dinner, dropped me off, kissed the top of my head before I got off the car and sent me on my way. That's been the best time I've had on a date ever, and it's been the simplest date thus far. I was still kinda glazed over by everything for the week afterward, thus why there's a big gap of lacking explanation. My friend Kevin keeps conspiring that we'll end up dating seriously but hey, it was one date!
And so now I've reached a point in my life where I'm in middle ground. I can teeter totter on insanity or stability but it's all good I suppose. One example of this is well... David himself. haha
We haven't officially spoken in almost 2 weeks now simply because he just doesn't answer my calls or reply to my texts which I suppose is liberating so imagine my surprise when he texted me tonight about his mom bringing the tv they wanted to lend me because of the concern that I've been running to the dorm lobby weekly to station myself and reserve the tv for hours for Glee episodes on Tuesdays. (Yes, I'm that much of an addict that I will stalk the tv for hours to watch a new episode) Being that i'm close to the family, they lend me a spare tv to watch. That doesn't mean David doesn't have some kind of passive agressive nature to him which kind of makes me laugh as I think about it now. He just handed it to me and said "Here." One word in 2 weeks. Sure, I hauled it up a flight of stairs to the second floor and more than likely would have refused out of my own pride to let him carry it no matter who or what was protested but yup, his curt behavior immediately registered in my mind and thought ," Yup this is David, the guy who used to be one of my best friends alright. Now he's handing me a tv with one word responses."
So now it seems like when it comes down to the tightrope they call life I could fall either way but for now I'll just keep on walking. Maybe I'll get 2 word responses someday. :P

Oh and before I go, a shoutout to Kevin Courtois! He and I have been talking since I've been attempting to wrap up this entry (because I'll be honest, I started writing this 2 weeks ago) and I managed to finish it finally. Thanks, Kevin! (: