True to my tendencies, I've faced my fair share of trifles , particularly in terms of life and living in the present. This entry is no different from me sharing them.
Apparently, what I confused for dates with the aforementioned guy in my blog are NOT dates. It took a Mark to let me see that. It turns out I was right: The guy IS gay. Go figure, huh?
Anyways, after what seems like the 6th gay man to come in my midst, I just decided to go with the flow.
Now moving on
I've realized that what will eventually become my late teens and early 20's are resembling what most single women go through in their mid 30's. I am beginning to see my friends pair off. One just had a baby. Two of my other friends are in the process of planning their weddings and one just announced his engagement. I'm happy for all of my friends and I'm sure their respective weddings are going to be great. Juan thinks that maybe I'm looking at this the wrong way and instead of being all torn up about it I should be thankful that I don't have anything adult like that in my life and he's right. I just can help but feel that the car that is my life is stalling and I shouldn't be having this many problems getting back into dating. Hell, I shouldn't be having this many problems even just talking to the opposite sex but I do. Can't help it but I've got to go with the flow.
In other news, it seems like other aspects of my life are falling into place. I've finally made an friend who's not destructive, doesn't burden me with his issues (Ahem, Erick...) and feels like family. He's so amazing that since he's staying at the dorms the entire time for the Winter Break (long story), I'm willing to bring him home with me. Mark is someone that I've mentioned a few times but I can never fully stress how amazing he really is. He inspires me everyday with something new and even though his love life is better than mine, I'm actually happing for him (and not secretly plotting to throw a shoe at him like Erick and other people)
He's got one hell of a story, one that might actually be a bit crazier than mine but... even so, he embraces everything with such finesse and already, I love that I'm blessed to have him as a friend. :)
And trust me. this is saying something since right now it's Finals week and my head just wants to explode. But on the positive, I survived my History final (I just need to worry about Sociology and I can breathe again)
This is what I feel like and for the other college students out there doing Finals, lets hope the Chihuahuas in the world and you and I alike can survive. :)
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