Why Can't I?

"All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better."

-Ralph Waldo Emmerson

Hello, hello ladies and gentlemen.
I'm baaaack!

It's been so long and it feels weird having abandoned my blog for such a long period of time. Let me just say, sit down folks. This is going to be a loooong entry.
First thing's first. Mark and Sergio are no more. I would rather not get into details as to what happened and how I managed to get stuck in the middle of it but I will say that things played out the way they did and I'm glad that Mark is safe and that we're close again.
I was kind of afraid of blogging again because he was once a fan of my  writing but after a fiasco, one which involved him publicly bashing me AND my blog, I decided to lay low for a while plus, more happened to me in the last two months.
Allow me to explain finally with pride that after a year and two attempts at the rushing process, I am finally a sister of Sigma Delta Lambda sorority

 It was one heck of a semester but I finally made it and I'm so glad to have wonderful sisters who are there for me through everything and Greek life is something I am happy to partake in, especially now that I can. lol
In other news, Glee showcase was AMAZING! We got tons of compliments and I'm glad it's over and done with. Gives me more to work towards next fall. :)

Which brings me somewhat to the present now, with three blog drafts and a cold turkey stance on my Facebook gaming addictions.
Where am I now?
Well I'm in Finals week, I also won the "Freshman Excellence Award" which recognized me as an outstanding fishie. I'm moving out of my dorm and it's hard to imagine that I'm ending the year already. I don't intend on going back home and my mom threw a fit but I need to grow up.
Oh the things I've done this year...
I got a tattoo
went to TWO concerts (for free)
I joined a sorority.
built an organization from the ground up
took care of myself without having to beg for major help
I attended three major auditions
met some of the best friends I could ever ask for

And now, I'm moving out on my own, with my Big sister. I also have a crush on somebody and THAT is an issue on it's own considering I haven't told Mark but within time, I'm sure it'll spill out.
 Well, Leanna (my line sister sitting next to me as I FINALLY write this) is concerned that Mark is going to ask questions but to be honest... I'm like 99.999999999% sure he knows who it is and why I won't tell him (and he's using reverse psychology to give me a guilt trip so I can spit it out and just admit it already)
Either way, that is another issue.
UPDATE: I told Mark and spat it out. I was right. He already knew but I was wrong in the sense of relief I was going to get. I'm more antsy. My stomach is in knots. Sheesh!

Hopefully, I'll get over it but for now I have to pack up for moving out.
There WILL be more to come! :)