"These Times"

As absolutely terrible as this sounds, trying to find my life again while JJ is in Europe is one of the most difficult things I've had to deal with. I used to be invincible! I was a powerhouse and Jen used to be a force to be reckoned with. Now I'm an absolute sap, and it never ceases to amaze me how fragile I've become.
This semester was supposed to be the semester where I got stuff done and I sincerely mean it. But now my problem is that I'm getting everything done too quickly.
My best friend has gone MIA and it's a given: From the few seldom conversations we've had recently, I know he wakes up earlier than me, stays up just as late studying and gets a beating at the academy. The last thing he wants to hear about at 7 PM (after a day of hell) is me, my boredom and the absolute nonsense I'm capable of spewing because I have absolutely nothing worthy of noting. I know where he comes from with exhaustion but at the same time I can't help but wonder if maybe it's just me getting frustrated. Or bored.