"Last Night"

I am at a bit of a standstill at the moment.
Too many things running through my head and for those of you who know me, I can get a little jumpy (AKA borderline insane when I've got too much going on mentally. And believe me when I say it's too much to even get started but I will say this.
I've got school

mariachi
extra curricular activities
chapters
and no one to talk to any of this about.
And when I try blogging, it just doesn't come out. There's too much I want to say and more that I can't say and while I've tried to make it a policy to get it out of my system and just write, I've never been in a position where it was dangerous (metaphorically speaking) to write. And now? GAAAAHHHHHH
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Yeah, that's what I feel like.   And it's pissing me off. >.<