Everything Comes With A Price

"And everything comes with a price

But how much can you sacrifice

You feel when you win you still lose

And no one else is in your shoes."

So I didn't get the scholarship for Missouri...

and this terrifies me.

Without it, I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do to pay for it.

I was really counting on that scholarship to go to to school and now I'm at wit's end. While trying to calm down, I'm working on looking at any options that might be left. If any, I hope to find something. And for the first time in a long time, my mom has some faith in me. And I appreciate that. But I just don't know what to think anymore...

Once again, hello unknown.

Fuck you hurricane.

"Hello, hurricane you're not enough.

Hello hurricane. You can't silence my love.

I've got doors and windows boarded up

All you're dead end fury is not enough.

You can't silence my love."

Pray for me if you don't mind. I'm leaning on faith and hoping it pays off this time.