7.11.2010
The Summer Wind
So um... my Facebook friends are in a bit of a uproar today. Who would have ever thought that a simple change in one small detail would make a huge difference? I sure didn't.
For a few hours I was in a relationship... one that had been coming for a while you could say. In the rush of a moment, my friend Michael decided to ask me out.
But, once he got his head together and kind of saw that we weren't going to be able to see each other as often as we'd like, given that we're going to be in different directions in our lives. So it was over before it even started and of course all my friends are in a frenzy because of my facebook switches, wondering what's going on.
I've been single for a year, so the fact that this woulda-coulda-shoulda didn't fall through doesn't bug me. What gets to me has nothing to do with Michael or anything like that. He's my friend and I understand that because we live far apart.
Really the biggest issue I have is just that I've been single for a year, good with friends and family, but for some reason everyone was in this excited frenzy when I changed my relationship status. Sure, I can understand that I've been single for a long time and it might have made me loopy from time to time. Even so, I think it's better to stay this way for a while. It's summer after all. What serious commitments happen in the summer?
In other news, I should be hearing from Missouri tomorrow. My hopes and dreams are on the line here and again... it's terrifying. If you guys could add some extra prayers, I'd really appreciate it but at any cost, I'm getting out of this town. Where I'm going exactly depends on what Missouri tells me.
If only life was a bit more certain than what it is sometimes...
Tags:
College,
Facebook,
Frank Sinatra,
Love
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